What Exactly

A hand wrapped around my neck.
Feeling half feelings
As nothing remains conclusive
You breach the borders
And think
Maybe if
Then I should feel this
But maybe it isn’t.

The weight
Of a possible loss.
Is she dead
Is she alive
Left in wonder
Is it similar to
A missing person.

The weight
Of someone taking their life
Earlier then nature intended.
Or is that part of it.

Were parts of it real
Were parts of it imagined
What exactly is it
Am I supposed to feel.


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