Jarringly, I found out that my
Kamikaze like memories would
Kill themselves off without my
Before an acceptable
Time frame had
Wait, I think I spoke too quickly.
What about suppression…
Could I possibly
Relish this as an excuse?
What about how close
You, actually, were to me..
Maybe it could’ve
Been a hybrid of reasons.
Cardinals supplied euphoric nectars
For wailing ruby throats
That cared a little too much,
That took place of bested negotiations.
Nervously they’d fidget inside
The eminent spinster spins
His preference for reds
With illusory wools.
Partially drugged up from supping
Prospects of caricatures caused
Disappearing one point perspectives; pain filled
Comprehensions in minute successions
Vanishing in memory’s loss.
In canteen getaways over howling mutches
Instantiated obsidian panthers of slick sheens
Ilked in rosette like abstractions of iridescent pinks,
Instigated reveries confound refuted mythologies.
Inside ignorances protesting indignances
Of memoirs trickling, neatly held
Obscurities absolve insistent falls,
As they are named:
The outer circumferential visage
Of isles laden with iridescent ores
Stained in champagnes and marines
In glimmering idiosyncratic meanderings
Surrounding nitrogenous asphyxiations
Of igneous deposits bent in silicon sheens
In plausible replications; seditiously contoured
Altercations met in disfigured capabilities
Exchanged in electronic measures whittled in biases.
Unraveling fates in magicks or in numbers
Within fabrications once anointed: reviled.
Unable to cast vapours, sans-senses,
Of the catalyst and its manifestations
Absolving it as wishful resonances.
They left glowing vapour trails
Gliding in the moonlit stratosphere
Waves of coloured lights undulated
Like the terrestrial Aurora Australis.
Stagnantly they hover within vision
Just for a moment,
Just long enough to soak it in,
Then they vanish.
If they wanted
They could have transmitted
Telepathic waves into our heads,
They could have made contact,
But they didn’t.
Only in memory,
They never existed.